Sunday, January 24, 2010
A New Year. A New Life.
Don't get me wrong. I am very grateful that I was able to have them and my teeth look fabulous now. I am just glad to be free from the pain.
This new year I want to complain less and praise Him more. I want to trust and worship Him on a deeper level. I want to rest satisfied in the correctness of God.
God is good, all of the time!
Monday, September 28, 2009
Encouragement for your calling
I just wanted to share some cool things that ministered to my heart during last weeks teaching on the book of Nehemiah, chapter 6.
As they were about to finish the work, the enemy came to do them harm The Lord gave discernment to know the trickery and deception of the enemy.
Be confident and do not leave the work that the Lord has put before you!
Resist temptation to be distracted or pulled away from what God has called you to do!
Be clear on what God has called you to do and do it!
Don’t come down from it!
Say no to things outside of your calling and yes to the things inside of your calling.
Don’t believe the lies and don’t let the liars (accusers) drag you down with them to their level.
We can’t govern our own tongues so we can’t expect to govern the tongues of others.
Say less, pray more, love more and forgive more.
Press forward in your calling!
You are a leader! Lead them to the cross!
Watch out for false prophets and prophesies that will cause you to doubt God. Would God tell you things that contradict what He has already spoken to you? No!
Trust God, not in circumstances or in people.
Recognize and acknowledge the triumph in your life!
Praise God for what He is doing!
He will rebuild!
He will restore!
He will finish what He has begun!
Don’t sell the Lord short.
Give God Glory!
Worship your King!
Thursday, August 13, 2009
If Nothing Changes, Nothing Changes!
I once had a friend who quoted this to me all of the time, "If nothing changes, nothing changes!" To be honest it used to drive me crazy when she would say this to me because the truth is that change for me is frightening and even if the rut I am stuck in is uncomfortable, at least it is a familiar discomfort.
Sunday, July 19, 2009
Murky Waters
So life has taken over and serving others takes time away from blog postings, so if anybody actually looks at this blog...sorry that I don't write anymore. Forget about finding time to Facebook, how do you people do it? Anyway, a friend encouraged me to do this blog and at the time I thought it was pretty cool but now I just don't feel like I am that interesting.
God is interesting though. Today I had one of those days where the p.m.s. was beginning to rage within me, the pit of sadness was causing a lump in my throat as I tried to choke back the tears. I finally lost it when someone actually took the time to look into my eyes and saw the pain that I was in and then took the time to sit and to talk and to pray with me. Surprisingly, that doesn't happen for me very often at church. It seems to me that when people ask me how I am doing they really aren't that interested in the real answer.
God has an interesting way of teaching me how to depend on Him and not people. I tell you that it is hard because I can look and see people. I can hear them, I can touch them, I can feel them and I even smell them (sometimes I wish that I couldn't). Unfortunately I don't always have my senses in line with God and today was one of them.
After all was sung and done, I had joy. I had a heart filled with wonder and awe. A heart filled with praise for my Lord. The right kind heart. Even as the pain began to stab and to jab me, He was with me, quieting me with His love and then He gave me this sweet word to encourage me some more when I got home.
Zephaniah 3:16-17
“ Do not fear; Zion, let not your hands be weak. The LORD your God in your midst,
The Mighty One, will save;
He will rejoice over you with gladness,
He will quiet you with His love,
He will rejoice over you with singing.”
Saturday, May 2, 2009
I Walk By Faith
So I am stepping out in faith and putting a recording of me playing the guitar and singing the song "I walk by faith" with the hope of perhaps overcoming this horrible fear of playing my guitar in front of people. Someday, soon, I would like to use the gift that the Lord has given me, but at this point my confidence is in my own flesh and that is a frightening place to be.
Saturday, March 21, 2009
Christian the Lion
Sunday, March 15, 2009
A reflection of things to come.
Last summer, I went on a trip to Kauai, Hawaii with a friend and her family. It was an amazing time with the Lord, and it felt like I was on a honeymoon with Jesus. It was the first trip, in a long time where I had no agenda, no itinerary, and no scheduled plan of events. All I wanted to do was lay in the sun and rest and be refreshed.
You said in your letter to me “My heart was blessed by the work of God in your life. All of the sudden I saw what a beautiful bride you are. The presence of Christ and the work of the Holy Spirit shine through you”. I thought "Wow! When I look at me, I see evil thoughts, I see a critical nature, and I see a wicked heart. I don’t see the bride, all dressed in white, that's for sure"…
So here is the Kauai story that I shared with my friend in response to her encouragement. This is a true story and no I wasn't drunk, hung-over, or on any mind altering chemicals. LOL
One day, while I was lounging in the sun in Kauai, I was reading the book Pilgrims Progress. Have you read it? There is a part in the story when Christiana, a new pilgrim, and her family have just been attacked, but were rescued by their guide Mr. Goodheart. After the battle they arrive at their destination only to be told by Mr. Goodheart that he would not accompany them further from this point. When asked why not, he replied that she had not asked his master for a guide and protector for the complete journey, and if she had asked, she would have received.
This made me kind of sad and I began to think that I had never looked at having a husband as a spiritual guide and protector in that way before. I know that the Lord is all of this to me and so much more, and I struggle with the thoughts of “is this desire to have a husband an idol in my life or did the Lord put it there”, so sometimes I lose faith and get discouraged because I want what I want and I want it now and when I don't get it I throw a fit! One day I want a husband, one day I don’t, and quite often I don't really know what I want so I get even more confused.
A little while later, maybe it was heat stroke-ha-ha-ha, I began gazing at the billowing clouds and suddenly the form of a bride appeared, dressed in a beautiful and flowing white gown, slowly the wind moved the clouds into a new image of a bride in a completely different wedding gown, just as beautiful as the first but this one had a satin sash around the waist just below the bosom and the bride was holding a bouquet. I was in awe! I was praising Him the whole time, saying, Lord, You are amazing! This is so cool!!!
Next, the image of the bride turned sideways into a profile and as it was being formed I began to see my profile, my image. No way, Lord! How did You do that? You are amazing! And then another image began to take shape directly behind my profile. Back to back was the profile of the Bridegroom and Bride. Did I recognize his face, no. Was it the Lord? Was it my future husband?
So this image floats away into the blue sky, and I am moved deeply by the experience and I am longing to see His face. I cry out to Him and ask Him if He would show Himself to me. Lord, this may sound silly but You are God, will You show me your face in the clouds? Soon a little puff of a cloud appears and it turns into an angel who has wings and a trumpet, announcing the arrival of the King, and with the next cloud there sits the Lord, on His throne, sitting ever so humbly, gently, patiently, lovingly, tenderly inviting, offering a place to sit, to rest and to relax. And I see yet another cloud image, and it’s that of a girl, dressed in a simple white gown, arms outstretched to the sky, but legs leaping away from the throne and from His lap.